Snowed in Monday.

I cleaned the kitchen twice today, which included loading the dishwasher. I picked up toys scattered all over the living room floor three times today. I researched daycares, in home daycares and nanny's. Plus filled out a mile long application. I didn't make my bed. Nor did I do laundry. I should've cleaned the bathroom, vacuumed and swept but I didn't.

It's Monday. And I was snowed in with my little girl, while R was snowed in at the mechanics with the car. At one point in time today, in the midst of the messy house and mile long application I almost had a break down. I became overwhelmed with emotions of sending E to someone other than close friends or family. I was MAJORLY stressed out. If your a mommy, you know what I mean. If your a college student compare it to every final exam you've ever taken. If your a server compare it to a full dining room and you have to take every table BY YOUR SELF. Get the picture?

Anyways.

The day didn't stay this way. R returned home and came to my rescue when he walked through the door. He got the perfect amount of groceries while he was gone; including a gallon of milk I didn't ask for. A+ babe! And we talked, talked, talked. It could have been a stressful day...

But, R has bread baking in the oven.

I found time to paint (and have a glass of wine).

I have a potential in-home daycare provider to meet this week.

And, I cuddled with this girl today.

Life is good.

Keep loving.