Shout at the top of my lungs

It's happening again...I'm waking up before the alarm clock, getting out of bed WAY too early and finding I have quite a lot of spare time in the morning. I feel so grown up. I am my Mother's daughter, always up before the sun. Well, the sun is starting to rise very early, too early to be waking up with. But, none the less, I have began my day.

Work is going really well. I had my six month review last week. Yes, six months. I can't believe how quickly time flies. I have learned so much in six months; about insurance, marketing, graphic design and most importantly myself and my life. I really like my boss' philosophy and perspective that he takes towards growth, learning and improving. It is really what has helped me move forward and strive to do more and be more. I do have a long way to go in some areas but my confidence has improved greatly.

I never thought I'd find so much by applying for a job. I wasn't even sure if I was cut out for the job. I felt it was something I wanted to do but even that I wasn't confident in. It's amazing what can happen when you put your best foot forward and just take a step.

^ A writing that was sitting in my drafts folder that I just came across.

I don't mind when I stumble upon incomplete writings. It's a 50/50 chance I read them again, on a completely different day and think that's pretty good. I complete it and then officially publish it. This doesn't happen all the time, all though it would be nice if it did. I still enjoy looking back on my published and unpublished journaling. It feels good to finish an entry that was originally incomplete.

It's Thursday. Somehow another week has flown by. I sat at my desk today and wanted to shout at the top of my lungs I love this stuff. This doesn't happen all the time either. Wednesday was a struggle but today I am so excited to be digging into design and researching social media. I have so many resources at my finger tips and I know there are still a lot more. It thrills me that I am doing what I've always dreamed of doing. I am doing the job I was looking for since Summer of 2011. Did it have to take so long? *wink*

There is a time and place for everything and it all happened the way it did for a reason. Of course I didn't realize it at the time but now that I do it really puts my career now into perspective. Perseverance and a mountain of support from my hubby has made all the difference.

Keep Loving.

Cheers to Friday!

I pulled into work this morning at 8:10. I'm not usually here until 8:25-8:30, scooting in right before I'm late. Which, I hate doing. I feel rushed and a bit frazzled when I am barely on time. So, this morning felt a little strange when I arrived early. Honestly it felt kind of nice to be early. Enough time to put my lunch away, check my personal email, write this and then start my day.

The warm weather is finally here. Whether or not it will stay...we shall see. The morning haze and partial lit sky always inspires me. Which works out well when my job requires some inspiration at times.

E woke up at 5:00 AM with a terrible cough this morning and worried me to high heavens. Even though I laid in bed for a half hour and couldn't sleep well after I am wide awake and ready to tackle the day.

By the way, E woke up this morning completely fine. I think she might have had sinus drainage irritating her throat. No reason to borrow worry as my Mom always says.

So cheers to Friday! I hope everyone has a great day and fantastic weekend.

Keep Loving.

Thankfully IT'S Thursday.

Thankfully IT'S Thursday! Which means, no strict morning routine, no day shift and a whole morning spent with my girls + Ryan (who is on day 4 of vacation).  Thursday's are my refuel days. After 3 morning shifts I get a break and return to working downtown evening shifts. It's a break in my weak that I look forward to and enjoy.

Today we went to Maddi's old school to play on the playground. I thought maybe she would enjoy playing on the play ground she doesn't get to see anymore. It's kind of bittersweet. And she did enjoy it.   Ryan and I sat in the shade while she burned off some of that energy that drives us (slightly) crazy in the morning...

 ...That came way to early for all of us today. Ryan and I attended a health meeting at 8 AM. Thank you, Stacey, for also waking up very early to watch the girls for us. We appreciate your time and helping hands!

The meeting was actually very eye opening and helpful. We both set health goals for the year and signed up for a "Eating healthy on a budget," class. I am looking forward to some positive coaching and a bit of insight into this topic. I feel that our family eats rather healthy but I am hoping to learn a few tips and tricks to broaden our meal menu; all while keeping a budget.

Even though the meeting was early I find it helpful to talk about my health concerns; Ex. eating habits, exercise, etc. The classes and life coaches have a very motivating way of bringing our focus back to healthy choices, stress management and overall desire to improve our quality of life. It is very up lifting. After leaving the meetings Ryan and I have a lot to talk about. We share our thoughts on what we learned and then what we can do as a couple and family to reach our goals. If you have the opportunity I highly recommend classes like these.

I declare this a morning well spent. I hope you all are enjoying your Thursday. It's almost the weekend!

Keep Loving.

Rainy Day #3

And my streak of good days continues. (Not to brag.) But when the forecast called for a week of rain I was worried my mood might have been as dreary as the weather outside. On the contrary, I've been feeling brighter than normal.

My day started with a rather good nights rest. Lil Miss E only woke up twice! Which allowed me to sleep a four hour stretch, followed by a 3 hour stretch. For some of you that might sound crazy. For others, you know exactly how it feels to get a consistent 4 hours of sleep. Amazing. So I hopped out of bed this morning and readied myself for the day as Edee slept in just a little longer.

I was lucky enough to pull Cooper out of bed this morning too. I love the way babies are in the morning; sluggish, sleepy and sweet. How their eyes are barely open and when they finally are they welcome the day with a big smile. They are always happy to see you.

We finally spent some long awaited time with Miss Maddi today. She spent spring break with her mom. So we've really missed her. Our time with her today was spent reading about ocean life, playing yahtzee and giggling about hairy butts. Yes, hairy butts. Is anyone else's 8 year old obsessed with this word?? Because ours is.

However, she's still as silly and smart as the last time we saw her. We were all glad to see one another today. Maddi couldn't stop hugging Edee. And for the very first time she told Edee she loves her. These things show me that Maddi missed us as much as we miss her on the days we don't see one another. We can't wait to attend her soccer game this Saturday.

The last part of my good day #3 was spent sitting beside my hubby, listening and talking about our day and our tomorrows. I'm so thankful for these moments. For the brightness on a rainy day. For someone to talk to, for someone who listens, for him.

Keep loving.