Place: Secretary of state. Mood: Awake, positive, refreshed.
I'm sitting here being patient, happy that I have time to write today. I found it comical that my ticket is my age (see photo). :) I've got a lot to do today before going to work @ 5:30. Although I would much rather take up my sister on her invite to sit @ the pool. It's another muggy day in Grand Haven. A dip in the pool would be great.
The Coast Guard ships come into the harbor today. Or so I heard the lady behind me say. She's making conversation with everyone. The Secretary of states is a strange place to be. You can find all types of people. There are two adorable little girls with very blonde hair across from me. One is jumping up and down to make her baby sister giggle. There's a hill billy with concerns about getting back to work, an old man with snowy hair, girls on their phones (as I am). It keeps me occupied.
Last night Ryan and I finally found time to talk. Okay we argued and a little bit of yelling and crying (me again) might have occured.
We're together so little and when we are it's after a stressful day at work. And I still haven't learned to leave it all at work. For some reason I can't keep work and home seperate. I feel like I get this bad habit from my Mom. Which is no excuse. It's just something I have to work on.
After last night I feel so much better. We talked about how I'm juggling a lot of things: bills, wedding plans, work, house chores...And how he feels about the passed few days of hectic decisions. He's very apologetic. I sometimes forget how he thinks and cares just as much as. I do even though we don't speak all these thoughts we're STILL on the same page as the other.
Ryan's going to work on slowing down and not making last minute decisions and I'm going to keep work at work. He still wants to hear about my day but in hopes that I can move forward from talking about it.
Keep loving.
