Maybe it's motivation block.

I'm having a difficult time writing as of recently. Actually, I'm having a difficult time doing anything lately. Even wedding to-dos. I'm blaming this lack of motivation on my health. Which, could be very true. It's not that I'm not excited or uninterested either. I'm just...just bla. 


All though, I'm happy to report I am feeling much better. Thanks to antibiotics. And I have been doing other things. Spending time with Ryan and Maddi, going on bike rides and fun stuff like that.
Instead of writing I've also been reading. As much as I can. Which isn't much but anything is better than nothing. While in search of other relationship based blogs I came across Alisa Bowman's blog Project Happily Ever After. If you have a free minute read her story! It's just fabulous. She's given me true inspiration. So as soon as that motivation shows it's face again I know there is something in what I am trying to accomplish. 
I've also been reading books (which, I don't do often). Well, one book in particular. I chose, How to Become a Famous Writer Before You're Dead by Ariel Gore, because it's uppity and fun! I mean read the title. 


I have this strong desire to move forward. I think it's always been there. I don't want to waste my time being obsessed with grey's anatomy (yes I'm currently watching the series) and sit on the couch letting mindless activities consume half my day. I do realize sometimes these things are okay and sometimes a person just needs a rest. But there is progress to be made, that needs to be made. 


As I seek out the motivation that I feel I have lost I am going to continue to write and read. Therefor, at least I will be learning. And I love learning. 


Keep Loving. And learning.