Dear Baby E,
In a little more than 2 short months you will join us in this big wide world. In 2 short months I will hold you in my arms and become your mother.
I'm terrified. And anxious. And very very excited. It is much like the feeling which you will someday know once a year on the night before Christmas. But, this I expect will be the greatest gift I'll ever receive. Yes, baby, I anticipate your arrival that much.
Last night, laying next to your daddy, tears streamed down my face as I thought of how unbelievably happy we are. Happy about becoming parents. Happy to look forward to another part of our future together. I drempt of your birth, of holding you, of nursing you. Your eyes were just like your daddy's. You were so beautiful. And when I held you, you were so quiet, like you knew you were safe. I hope your arrival is as amazing as this dream felt.
I can't wait to teach you how to wave, sing your ABCs, tie your shoes and know right from wrong. I want to teach you to love the little things like playing board games and taking walks. I want to teach you how to make life an adventure, a safe one of course. And I can't wait to watch you learn.
I look forward to seeing your tiny little toes
I know not every day will be a walk in the park. That some days it will seem like to much rain for going to the park, even if the sun is shining. Their will be days when I have little patience. But, I promise you, I will be the best mother I can be, everyday. I will always give every ounce of love and affection I have to you. I will give 100% to being the best momma I can be.
All my love,
Your soon-to-be Momma
Keep loving.
:)
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